you're the one for me >> Hey, Cling on to Allah & Rasulluah S.W.T at ur toughest moment. InsyAllah, it might help. :) ![]() Hi, Im Siti Sulyana Aderes. I'm a NURSE & idk if i should be proud of it. But,i LOVE my JOB. I prefer taking care of the old. I wish to stay & have my own house. I love to be alone in people's country. I want to retiree & travel my whole life. I love to Day Dream. But,afterall i still have a Family to take care off! & i LOVE THEM!!!!! you got to sit and guess what? listen to my intres... / change for a new.. / take a nap & i shall write a story. / people see you suffer but not me. / When the one you love hurt you.. / Back again as one.. took me 6hours to answer.. / Decision make me wiser please. / WHY DID YOU CAME BACK? / TRUST / Husayn Ruhulluah,im sorry / December 2010 March 2011 |
you got to sit and guess what? listen to my intresting love story. / Tuesday, March 22, 2011 @ 3/22/2011 09:27:00 AM
![]() Up there is my frens, my close fren and my beloved boyfriend. Butt right now im very hurt and no one is here to help me. His there to help butt i don't feel good about it. Yes,i'm a bad gf who had difficulty expressing my love towards you. You're my longest boyfriend and i love you. To be honest my love for you never, let it make you clear NEVER fade. I said that because something struck. Something happen. Butt,i love you. I'm trying my best to put up everything. Butt im afraid right now if something might happen and he will leave me.. :( hey,u might not know how much you meant to me. BUTT you are like another part of me. im just so comfortable being around you.. If you know that you are special thank god. I dont want to be like our friends. Our history is special to me. and now is more special to me. haix,im talking otp with my fren, and i really cant concentrate... butt i love you la.. pls understand that. take note! Okay she hung up on me coz i kept quiet all the way.. haaaa. i cant think. 1st thing im not going to jeopardise my relationship for a third party. 2nd thing im not proud butt this is the truth. at the age of 16 i broke off with my ex. and till i met him i was single except that dating around with guys which is my frens or someone ive never met. almost every night i will hang around be home late night. going to JB which i know that guy is a pervert who will do something to me and still i took the risk and went there with him. i went out with different guy. seeing how hurt i am when i saw you with her. i nearly got into a relationship coz i thought i would never got to be with you, and that guy is habibullah. butt. i simply cant get my mind out of you. yes the feeling wasnt there but the hope is there. i got to know different guys, which different attitude. one which wanted to hold my hand,kiss my even im with scarf,ask me home for pizza,went jb and try to hug me. butt,none managed coz they are just not like you. do you know that? You take good care of me. Caring,scolded me with my FBT shorts,and we made a good soccer partner. u respect me when i said no hanky panky. butt the others didnt. And what makes you more special is that i put on my scarf after 2 years i took it off.you like it this way. and im glad that i found someone that could accept me with scarf and didnt take advantage of me. butt that was then. i love you. ![]() Labels: everything happen for a reason
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