you're the one for me >> Hey, Cling on to Allah & Rasulluah S.W.T at ur toughest moment. InsyAllah, it might help. :) ![]() Hi, Im Siti Sulyana Aderes. I'm a NURSE & idk if i should be proud of it. But,i LOVE my JOB. I prefer taking care of the old. I wish to stay & have my own house. I love to be alone in people's country. I want to retiree & travel my whole life. I love to Day Dream. But,afterall i still have a Family to take care off! & i LOVE THEM!!!!! you got to sit and guess what? listen to my intres... / change for a new.. / take a nap & i shall write a story. / people see you suffer but not me. / When the one you love hurt you.. / Back again as one.. took me 6hours to answer.. / Decision make me wiser please. / WHY DID YOU CAME BACK? / TRUST / Husayn Ruhulluah,im sorry / December 2010 March 2011 |
change for a new.. / Monday, December 27, 2010 @ 12/27/2010 03:28:00 PM
Hey, long since i update my blog. Labels: love you. miss you. just wait.
take a nap & i shall write a story. / Tuesday, December 21, 2010 @ 12/21/2010 02:24:00 PM
my patients taking a nap. Lets be quick. Bf,still havent txt me yet. He kept doing things which i hate. Id. Well,i really dun knw. When i get mad is so easy til i wana ask 4 a break bt,hey nt this time round. Y cant i be a lil mre patience? Hmm. Anyway we w0nt be long. Opps. Let me tell u y i get mad. We've been arguing for 4 days now. 3days ago i was so desperate to bring him go dinner or maybe supper at lau pa sat bt,3 days gone. Idk where his whereabouts except telling me, "lavender" "bugis" with acomplish friend of mine. Tk ke irritating. I call he rejected. Okay fine its my fault for having the intention to overnight with my guy friend. My bad. So,i apologise yet...nt approved. "dont call me dear or b till u knw รจ limit of having a bf" wat e blare. I cancel it. Fine. He show attitude. I lost interest to go dinner with him & head home. Best part, REACHING HOME,HAVE THE CHEEK TO ASK ME,"u dun want meet me?" funny ah. U just dip urself in a hot soup! I cut the story short. Instead he did apologise bt i Was damn angry. I ignored. Ego. Till then...my relationship will be like this. Sigh. *watching harry potter & the sorceros stone* hee.. Plus when i need help no one was there and i mean ALL! Labels: Where were you when i need you badly.that hurt me alot.
people see you suffer but not me. / Sunday, December 19, 2010 @ 12/19/2010 11:01:00 PM
![]() Assalamualaikum. Baik, cantik. SUMER MAU PAITAO. Heh,tkpe nasib ada si myanmmar nie. Every single day, we argue,quarrel & misunderstand. Wow,even convict also know the limit of crime. Haiz,well yes im tired of this game but i love him. I try to make him understand. butt,idk. Well, yes i agree im short tempered hot tempered. Butt,y u always piss me? Who im referring too? that guy over there in the picture.. Hmmm, to see we loved each other is only i dream for. To fight every single day and ending in this kind of situation is always me. coz,within 5 month a total of 4 break up. REAL break up. & the last one lasted me for 3 going 4 weeks. A month? What more could i suffer? There's no one i could share with this. Deep down, yess we're good. butt,deep down. its HAUNTING me Salah ke i pikir bukan2? salah i? haiz. Got to sleep. 12 hours job is not easy aites. task for 4 days. Fast cash. bye! :) Labels: i hate fighting i miss you...
When the one you love hurt you.. / Thursday, December 16, 2010 @ 12/16/2010 09:14:00 PM
![]() If you still can't see, You're just a FOOL. i can say. That morning really make me wake up. OURS is going to be like our close friends. But,i hope you wont lie like how it had always happen. Cause,u'll see from yourself. Im glad you didn't LIE. Cause it only make it worse. & after ol the shit i heard this morning, his FIRED. Jobless. again. then. fight again. hmmmm,NO k. B,iLOVEyou k. Cukup la dgn ape u da uat. Tkkn i nk merana thru out this r'ship. It's already rocky. i wouldn't want it to be as rocky as ever aites honey. Just be like other guy. PLEASE. Bangkok,ada chance macam tk jadi je from what i see. hmmm.
Back again as one.. took me 6hours to answer.. / Wednesday, December 15, 2010 @ 12/15/2010 12:00:00 AM
![]() Long day & it's tiring. This is not what i want butt,i MISS him. So,yarh. The promises i made not to be with him its like..haiz. Okay, we're back together. & NOW i have difficulties telling my mum that. How? i feel bad when i dont tell. Btw,its not easy seeing him admit my mistake to his friends. Yes,abdil might be harsh butt its my fault i tell the 'secret' to ines. I shouldn't have too.... *will be continue* bro's got to sleep.. ZzzzzZZzzzzzzZzzzzzz Okay, again continue... time check 1357Hrs. Hey,check the flights to Bangkok since abdil not tagging. It's 300-400. Thanks la enh. I'm stressed. how? Oh,ya.. have not been working for 3 days. Today going Gala dinner. haha. Gala... Im bored. tired. Sleepy. Sleepy. Labels: And finally yes... :)
Decision make me wiser please. / Monday, December 13, 2010 @ 12/13/2010 03:03:00 PM
![]() Talking to Dolphin Girl. Idiot la she. haha! So, now what? to fall for you again? Hey, i said NO seh. & i can't. I wont let history repeat itself. Seriously! Butt,i do still love you! Hey,im missing you & ill meeting you later. *ines is irritating* Otp with ines. Bangkok BNANGKOK bangkok!!! Hey,why should i say. I want him but at the same time.. I think i should say what i want right rather then i keep and hide my feeling.. Okay, i got nothing more to say. Stress giler aku dibuatnyer.. Nie,ines pon satu not helping!!! id Labels: ines merina fat or thin? haha
WHY DID YOU CAME BACK? / Sunday, December 12, 2010 @ 12/12/2010 11:53:00 PM
![]() Darn! I'm confused! ILOVEHIM. Butt,i really dint know which is the truth. Plus,i made a promise not only to myself butt to my parents. Hey,Cik Hana telling the truth or Husayn's lying? I love him like mad la. Butt,i dont wanna live in this kind of situation. I know what kind. Besides, i got to think far. I've told him lets be friend. Wah,macam maner leh. Wat, should i do. I was left alone in a very tight situation. Currently having my break so im not taking a nap butt blogging. Heh, went to Arab st with a group og Aunts & nenek. HAHA! Damn,grab few scarf and look for Jac's bridal gown. fuhhyo. Nice,i LIKE. I was DAY DREAMING when she ask me to interpret what are they talking about. Hey,i really miss having you around. Butt, y 3 weeks later? When i could adapt with my life? When I'm happy with my life. 3 weeks later much to explain. You must be happy with your life am i right? Okay, i think i accused you too much & i make you ashamed. Butt,yesterday after i met you i was heartbroken. You're sooo thin. Y is it soo.? y did you skip meals? Hey, didn't you eat? it bothers me. We went back home together. Critic,sarcastic,argue & lastly I'm happy i got to see you. Cute! There's once when we were talking i stare in to his eyes accidentally. I'm like, " my china man!!! " *blush* Butt,NOPE. not again. not falling for you. I even said, "dear!!!!" Accidentally. & he smiled. ijustmisshavingyoubymuside. ps: is it because that shes mad and create a nice one? or is it because she want it to be with her... haha NICE ONE. how,help. nk pertolongan boleh.
TRUST / Saturday, December 11, 2010 @ 12/11/2010 11:13:00 AM
You know what? you shouldn't TRUST anybody in this world. Especially the one you think you trust. Oh,GOD! Labels: hell ya.
Husayn Ruhulluah,im sorry / @ 12/11/2010 10:47:00 AM
![]() OH my GOD. I've done a BIG silly mistake. & yes, i regret. I never did this. Yes,pernah la busted butt not the love one. Oh,my..........& now his full of disappointment. Gosh. What should i do seyy..? Ines,i don't blame you. I blame myself i should have known that... Husayn Enuf with the MULTIPLES MISUNDERSTANDING alrites. I know ur hurt,im hurt too. I wouldn't want you back butt,i want us to be friend! Please,GOD send this messages. Scold me if u want. Labels: deep down i apologise.
The day you CRITIC me.. / Friday, December 10, 2010 @ 12/10/2010 11:52:00 PM
![]() Got home after a Double shift. fuhhyo. Got goody-goody news other then fighting & arguing with my Ex. Well,i should be more happy larh. It's funny. Butt,at the same time i feel scared larh. herm. God,knows why. :) InsyAllah,things will get better. For,my relationship wise. Let,it be. I'm happy to say im happy with my life. Butt,i need you as my friend. If ur willing too. Coz,im going to work near your house very soon. idk. *angan-angan* Met gf, now no bf mah. Reach hm, FB. haha. It's a routine. This 2 days is a chaotic day between me & my ex. My fault. YES. as per normal. senyuuuuum.
INES MERINA BINTE KASMURI / Thursday, December 09, 2010 @ 12/09/2010 03:12:00 AM
![]() ![]() Labels: how we met, is how we end..
/ Wednesday, December 08, 2010 @ 12/08/2010 08:52:00 PM
aku ditikam dari belakang. Oh,so pain. Heh!
CONFUSE i swear! / @ 12/08/2010 09:11:00 AM
![]() Okay, yesterday told you met INES MERINA *loves* right? She's somehow bring good luck lar! Eating at Ah Mei cafe, Northpoint.. *vibrate* "Text message recieved: EX" EX? Wth,it took him awhile to struck his head when's my birthday. I was in a i-dont-know situation. He asked: What do you want for your birthday present? Gosh!!! WTH! It took me minutes la to answer that question. It's not as easy as you guys think.. I wanted to say, "US"... Butt,to think of him dating Farah. :( Haiz,i took back my words & say, "I don't need a birthday present. I got one from you & it hurts. Thanks,we're friends." Just like that. & i was like...............Argh! This is not EGO for god sake. I don't wanna ruin people's relationship. Yes, i think too much. But Cik Hana mention he's dating Farah. What more could i do. IGNORE. Play around the bush. Act cool. That's what i did. & ask him few more random question how's work,eaten? -.- DUMB. Better than we act cold. No grudges remember. :) Okay,last i want to add one more point. LET MAKE THIS CLEAR. We broke off i asked for a break. Fair enuf. (who asked you to play with fire) Butt,he said the reason to Cik Hana which i could not accept it is.. he said I lied. I'm a LIAR. Wth, it was a total misunderstanding laaaaaaaaaaa. tk fair nyerrrr. Okay, i'm a private Nurse. Private nursing is usally always ON CALL. So,i was doing 1 to 1 case. turn out my patient whom i date for 12 hours on my birthday not spending it with my ex, eventually his working full too, DISCHARGE on the following day, MONDAY. Yes,he wanna meet me on that Monday. Again i joke. i see how. Butt,at the same time i told Johnathan i wana take leave on MONDAY,which he APPROVED without telling me. There,you see now? Okay, it didnt end there.... I was otw to work they called saying i don't need to come,he'll be discharge tomorrow & doctor want to observe him without private nurse. Butt, this CLEVER Johnanthan send another staff there. oh my. So,i was out & it'll be speechless to see i'm home again. So,went to fetch huny INES MERINA. Intention was to send her to work and just stroll around changi. Butt,this INES MERINA was so adorable she took MC and there we go spending a day out. Then,it was afternoon getting bored. Called this MR SPARKLING. He ended work at 3pm. Just nice. bought food fetch him. We didn't plan. We don't even know he wants to tour us around Resort world. Haiz, Despite feeling hungry we tour with our sweating & sticky armpits. haha! eeeew! Okay, then 6pm going 7pm i rush to workplace to meet the caregiver, but SPARKLING didn't tag along. He go and meet HUSAYN & MAT. So,there it start & become worse. This is just A part of the story. Haiz... :( I NEVER LIE.NEVER INTEND TOO. BUT WAS ACCUSED OF LYING,ACHE. Okay, back to MY story. My blog. Ended Night shift. Work was okay. Siti is pretty. :) Not me,the one i worked with. Why is it when i do night duties i feel abit dumb, or is it im distracted by him? 1st night: Terlajak sampai Admiralty. heee.:) 2nd night: Send Ines to work then don't know y i get down at serangoon take another bus get down at Serangoon again. 3rd night: Get down at khatib thinking it was Yishun then wait for 811 two 811 past me i stare but didnt get on the bus. dumb. 30mins seh. 3rd bus i took & grumble. haha. Hope no more silly move. Total 5 nights! :) ps: Btw,today adik coming home. hee. For sure she will disturb me! :) Labels: got to rest., Penat
A new BLOG a neew ME,i guess. / Tuesday, December 07, 2010 @ 12/07/2010 06:39:00 PM
Should i be proud? haha. CUTE. Well,i changed my blogs up to four or 5 itmes. hee. That's me. never stick to one. But,im a passionate lover. Okay, another reason is that i just broke off with this guy, HUSAYN RUHULLAH. Wth,waited for him & still leave me. Okay,i asked for break up! *peace* NO more love stories. Doink! Still looking for a job. Currently doing private nursing. Can say its tiring. Should have stay with my old job. Butt,nah i dun regret. They,dont know why. & i shall not say coz when i say i dont do it. butt,when i dont ill strive to do till i achievce it. Still, got to pay for my Bike's insurance,Oh ILOVEYOU. U,make me..aww.. Today im off. rotting at home like no ones business. feel like meeting INES MERINA, oh ya thats my bestie. Altough i ever bitch about her (i bitch coz its the fact),she's still my heart beat.. :) & i told her too. & i regret due to boys,stupid boys. Hey,meeting her soon. She's going to drive me around, butt it's Raining. Low self esteem girl. But,i LOVE her. boost ur self esteem la gerl!!! *Suara ku berharap playing... * Labels: Love my life now.
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